The Word B

i have been given a cold. and it has fucked me up in a serious way. what pisses me off the most is that it was hand delivered to me without any acknowledgement at all. the people who so graciously gave me this illness, knew they were sick, invited me around for a visit, not telling me they were sick until the next day. there was no "oops, i forgot." or an apology. they just passed it off onto me like it was cool thing to do. they had no regard for my health or wellfare. although i was forcefully told how my spirit would be saved if i believed in jesus and god, and when i die i would therefore go to heaven. so like good christians they first tried to convert me and then tried to kill me. how can anyone compete? all the talk and actions both explicit and implicit make me keep wider boundries and further my distance.
now i am stuck at home, and bitching about it all online. i am fucking mad as hell about it, when i have the chance to be mad, between blowing my nose and coughing and lying around feeling miserable. my advice to people out there who are sick. be selfish. keep your foul germs to yourself. and if you have to go public about it, let those of us that are healthy know about it. no one wants to be sick.
this is another good case why all work places should have paid sick leave for their employees. if you come to work sick, you get your workmates sick and then everyone is feeling shit house. productivity drops, therefore the profits drop and still everyone is sick. so a note to the employer- pay some sick leave once in a while that way people (who are needing to work) will not show up sick and screw everything up.
this has been exhausting to write about. so goodnight and good-bye. stay healthy.