The Word B

it is still mid morning on a sunday. it is raining outside and the whole mood is a lazy indoors day, full of relaxation. i was awake way too early for a day where nothing was planned and i could sleep until my hearts content. but i couldn't. so i got up and made a pancake breakfast with coffee. now i am catching up on a few emails and the rest will unfold as it will. maybe i am due for a nap soon. although we are expected for a roast dinner this afternoon at a friends house. that isn't until the sun sets. i sort of want to go for a surf, but am feeling too sendentary to even get up and check the waves. i am also making the excuse of dirty water from the rain run-off. living in a city with 4 million people, when it rains the ocean gets to be completely filthy. especially since we have not had a significant rain for some months to was out all the crap that has accumulated on the streets. last year, i got a severe case of infantigo on my chin after going for a swim post major rain. even though i have my hepatitis A&B vaccinations, i still don't like to risk it. but who knows, the surf might be too good and i could be out in it shortly. this may read like a big excuse at the moment, but internally i am beginning to get fired up. however, the bed is calling my name too. i feel like a rope in a tug-o-war.