The Word B

well another day passes and i am still cooped up at home. however, i am healing. i know this for certain, as everyday i wake up in the morning and there is a slight improvement on the day before, in terms of how i feel. today is monday, a public holiday, celebrating some queen- dead or alive. who cares? the best part about today is the fact that the sun is out! sunshine. it is the first day in about 2 1/2 weeks without rain. it is a nice change in the weather, and an oportunity to stand outside and sun my belly. which i have already done, and may continue to do when i finish typing.
the internal pain from the cutting and trauma, is starting to subside. the pain in the belly, where they did the cutting and prying open is still sore, but getting better. my stomach muscles or lack of, are having their first inklings of actually becoming useful. so that is a positive sign. but truthfully, i am sick and tired of this feeling. i am ready to play. i am ready for a holiday in the sun. which is only 9 days and a 14 hour plane ride away. then i will be back in the land of my birth, the warm california sunshine state.