The Word B

it feels as if someone has pushed the fast forward button on my life and forgotten they have done so. everything seems to be happening so damn fast. i don't have the time to catch up or enjoy the moment. there is a constant influx of "things to do." try as i might to get through the list, but the chores, due dates, meetings, and deadlines keep piling on top faster than i can count them.
truthfully, i am happy to do them all, but just not all at once. if i could have things my way, i would rather do a few items here and there. however, that is not to be.
i am currently neck deep in doing my student teaching for my education diploma- to be a teacher. this is all going well, but necesitates a lot of my time and energy. frijole (the baby) is due in the next 4 weeks, so there is a mad rush to get the last minute things in order. cherry is good and pregnant, and i am needing to look after her a bit more, although she is still mighty capable in most areas. the garden needs tending, i am doing my best to keep up with that, but it is beginning to show the neglect in some areas- the vegies need planting, lawn could use a mow. the renderers showed up 4 days early, and have begun rendering the house, already it looks great. yet, this has caused me to drop everything and last night i moved several pallets of bricks away from the side of the house. this activity took me well into the darkness of night. i have homework assignments to begin for my university courses. i am trying, without any luck, to organize an interview time with the department of education for new south wales. this is to be done on the internet, but their web site sucks and won't allow me to book a time. on sunday we are due up the coast for the christining (sp?) of a friends child. i am happy to go, but it has now become one more thing on the list. i am also due to demolish the back balcony on our house on saturday morning, thankfully a friend is going to help me with that job. and i am supposed to be resting and healing from my surgery. this is probably the most important thing i could do, but have no time to allow for it. plus, my body is fighting a cold, which is getting the better of me because of all the other activity i am finding myself doing.
i need to scream now. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaahahgfafhaoehrwnlnadmnxxxxaaagg!
i feel better. i keep telling myself "next week. next week it will all be better." maybe it is true, maybe it is a lie, either way it will be next week. what i do know is, i am glad to be alive. the rest is just entertainment so i am not bored.