The Word B

there seems like there is so much to do in my life and so little time. i find that making lists and checking things off is the best way for me to cope. otherwise, i turn into an oozing bucket of stress and anxiety. fortunately, i have learned from the past experiences. going to uni, studying, work, interviews, homework, house renovations, baby preparation, cooking meals and a little quite time all before i go to sleep is enough to wear anyone down. all this, let alone finding time to sit down on the blog or email and catch up with current events, is enough to drive a normal person insane!!
how do some of you people do it? blog all day long, everyday. i figure you either have stress free lives, or sit in front of a computer for work while trying to avoid your work. am i right or wrong?
last night, i went the old fashion way, and after blogging, i actually sat down and picked up my journal. go figure. i used to be so faithful and pedantic about writing in my journal. then i got hooked on this blog thing, originally to put some of my creative work out there, but that has turned into an egocentric desire to be the center of peoples attention, even for just a moment, and to have that gratification when somebody leaves a response. (are you with me? are you even tempted to leave a comment? some people say they read this site from time to time, but leave no comment. why not?) yet, last night i wrote in my journal, and all i can tell you is this- it felt so good. it is pure freedom on the page that i don't get to experience on a computer. i can draw, i can glue things in, i can even write down a few words, that make no sense at all. if i want to make them public, i can rewrite them here on this site. but that seems like alot of work and i may as well, come up with something new. am i rambling? yes.
i will get off my trip, now.
in other news, naomi robson was arrested in indonesia. fuck her and her over sensationalized journalism that only breeds hate and ignorance leading to racists discrimination in this country. australia can certainly do without her sort of rhetoric. indonesia can keep that ugly bitch.